Where's my heart at?

To be completely honest, I haven't been putting my heart into this. I want it sooo badly but I give in sooo easily! WHY!?

Jess posted brazillian beauties throughout her kitchen... I e-mailed her pictures so I can do the same. Something's gotta change here!!

I told the kids that there's going to be some changes. They want a snack and ask for chips and cookies... they are 3 and 4 years old... how sad is that? I'm restocking the house with only good foods so when I feel like giving in, I don't reach for crap! Not only that, but I want my family to be healthy! Aiden naturally has a bigger build, I don't want him getting fat.

I've been doing some sarchingg for other things I can be doing with P90x. My Oxygen magazines have a lot of different tips and exercises and online I came across Zuzana Light from BodyRock!

I'm going to keep up with her workouts. I think I'll run at the first part of the day, BodyRock mid-day and P90X in the evenings.

I keep reminding myself that summer is just around the corner! That means shorts and bikinis... and these big thunder thighs are not ready yet!!!